NOT AGAIN

I can’t turn the key, because my fingers are weak.
My world is suddenly changing and becoming bleak.
Strength is disappearing and I cannot see.
I don’t understand what’s happening to me.

Walls close in…
I’m fading fast…
NOT AGAIN.
NOT AGAIN.

I’m helpless here…
And I won’t last…
NOT AGAIN.
NOT AGAIN.

What did I do in a past life to deserve all this?
I’m sinking slowly into a bottomless abyss.
A second stay in rehab is beyond unreal.
My body is on fire and I need to heal.

I can’t believe…
This is happening to me….
NOT AGAIN.
NOT AGAIN.

It’s prison again…
And I want to flee…
NOT AGAIN.
NOT AGAIN.

But there’s one thing that’s the key.

Your love is what always saves me.

I know that this time I’ll carry on.

It’s the start of a new dawn.

I won’t give in…
To the sinking fear…
NOT AGAIN.
NOT AGAIN.

This time I’m strong..
I won’t shed a tear…
NOT AGAIN.
NOT AGAIN.

No
No
No
No
NOT AGAIN.
NOT AGAIN.

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Lyrics by Anton Kawasaki